I was born as a child obese and I grew up to be obese. If people asked me how do you feel to be big? I would say that being big is not easy. Life is tough and very difficult. When I was a child, I still remember people always critisize about my size, they call me as Gemuk, Gajah, and many more...When I was in school, people laugh at me, made fun of me and even teachers also do the same thing…I am lucky because I have my mom who understand and who gives me all the strength..Being the eldest, I have to be strong to face all this but deep inside my heart I felt terrible..Only God knows what is inside my heart, although some time I always asked God Why me? I felt..I cry..I give up…But mom, u have given me the strength..for me to face all these…
Life goes on, I passed my exam with flying colours and further my study but after I graduated, I face a major problem when I’m applying for the job, nobody want to take me for only one reason..because I am FAT…and they questioned me about my abilities to do work..I hate myself at that time and I feel bad about myself..
Before starting this programme, I have done other weight loss method, seeing doctors, taking pills and also meal replacement programme. You name me..When I did the programme I lose my weight but the moment I stop taking the pills, the meal replacement, my weight rebounce…Many times over…
But I always told myself..never give up..i want to lose my weight..i want to be at ideal weight…that is my dream..I have found my dream..WHAT IS YOUR DREAM?